iwanna

I wanna kill my best friend
Cause it's not cool
to put up with less than I think he deserves
In a best friend like me

And I wanna save my older brother
When I see one of us in each other
I don't want to be like him
I don't want him to have to be like me

And I wanna feel for something
Something real, but nothing
can make me feel like that anymore
I'm a bore, but who's keeping score

And I wanna know how it started
This feeling I get; Broken hearted
I wanna know where it goes
When the lights turn down low

I wanna lose track of the headlines
and all of the seconds I waste in my spare time
Find something to replace the space in my mind
Make a place I can unwind

And I wanna word vomit my feelings
Like I've taken an Ipecac for sharing
It's something different than what I'm used to
But I care now enough to try

And I wanna know how it started
This feeling I get; Broken hearted
I wanna know where it goes
When the lights turn down low

And I wanna save my emotions
Apethetically gaze into the ocean
I wanna know where it goes
When it starts to sink below